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Thats all we are now
Memories in a taped-up box under an unmade bed
So if you happen to miss me, take a deep breath in and remember to forget again
And stop calling me and stop playing games because you've let me down one
too many times now and my heart
can't handle another disappointment.
What do you do
'when you wake up and everything will be better'
except it's not
there's no worse feeling than when you wake up and feel okay for a minute
and then that sick feeling washes over you and you remember
it's not okay.
I won't even pretend that I still know you
maybe you're the one that's l.o.s.t
but you're not looking for a way back
Can't you see our friendship was the COST
One day, I'll be walking down the hallway
with my New Boyfriend and you'll turn to look at me
As I leave the hall,
I'll look back and whisper,
"This could've been you"
&& I'm sitting here, rehearsing all the things I will never say to you
I found everything that I could ever want
wrapped up in something I could never have.
The hardest part of loving isn't when you get hurt
It's when you can't show the one you love how you feel
cause their heart already belongs to someone else
Ask my friends
anyone will tell you
When you come up in any conversation,
no matter what its nature,
my eyes sparkle & my smile dazzles.
Its not that I'm mad at you
I had just wished & hoped so hard that you could be the .one.thing.
I could count on
Don't send me mixed signals I don't like the confusion it brings
I'd rather have the honest truth even if it hurts
because then I wouldn't waste my time depending on false hope to keep me
hanging on.
When I tell you I love you
I dont say it out of habit
or to make conversation
I say it to remind you that you're
the best thing that ever happened to me
How can I forget him when he's always on my mind?
How can I not want him when he's all I want inside?
How can I move on when I can't see us apart?
How can I stop loving him when he controls my heart?
You and me=never meant to be.
She can't hide no matter how hard she tries, her secret disguised behind the lies
And at night she [cries away her pride], with eyes shut tight staring at her inside
All her friends know why she can't sleep at night, all her family asking is she alright
All she wants to do is get rid of this H E L L, well all she's got to do is stop kidding herself
She can only fool herself for so long
You wonder why I don't talk to you anymore
Please believe me when I say it's not that I don't want to,
it's just that everything I want to say,
I can't say to you
ANYMORE
She's got l.o.v.e in the palm of her hand
but not a strong enough grip
It seems like you're always falling for the same guy
You just change the face and the name
But if you're going to keep fishing in a pool of shallow water,
you can't give the fish all the blame
He completely stole my heart & I hope he never lets me go
I never really told him
but he had me from hello.
You didn't do anything wrong, sweetie, you just fell in love.
Your smile has a way of lighting up a room & you shine like a million diamonds
Yeah, love looks pretty good on you.
She looks at him
her eyes scream
just tell me what you want
from me.
How are you supposed to get over somebody
when you're around them all.the.time?
All I could think about was that time we stayed up all night talking
You didn't say that I was wrong or stupid
You didn't laugh at me when I confessed my wildest dreams
You just listened, and it was then that I knew
I wanted to be with you
We were built for this
We can live with the lies
it's the truth that we'll miss.
& I don't want to see you anymore
I'm just not that strong
I love it when you're here,
but I'm better when you're gone
The years go by
the time, it does fly
every single second is a moment in time that passes oh so quick and it seems like nothing
but when you're looking back...
well, it amounts to everything
No lies,just love.
She sits at home watching the lightning
feeling the thunder
Wishing you were sitting beside her
Stop planning.your.life & let it plan itself
Quit trying to find the perfect boy & let him {find you}
If you don't want drama, then don't talk shit
Things are only as complicated as you make them
I'm so confused
I mean, I want to let go
I want to let go of all this pain, but I'm afraid I'll go .i.n.s.a.n.e.
he may come back, I have some hope, but with everything else
how can I cope?
I want to let go
I'm going to let go, but if I wait and see
will he come back to me?
She doesn't know what.she.wants anymore
all she knows is who she wants
and that's the boy [(who doesn't want her back)]
Sometimes it's the SMALLEST decisions
that can change your life forever
What if i would have done things differently?
And if you say this makes you happy, Then I'm not the only one lying.
Once in a lifetime, you meet someone who changes your life. Unintentionally. You two just happened to meet, but ever since then your life has turned upside down and inside out. Don't worry, it's supposed to happen.
I believe: in karma; what you give is what you get returned
I believe: you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe: the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe: you don't know what you've got until you say GOODBYE
Even if you don't love me anymore, I would expect that you care enough to not lie to my face.
And sometimes its not about what you said or did , its about what you didnt say or didnt do.
I gave you my heart...
Could you at least give me a Hello?
You can run and run from love, but eventually even if you don't want to, you're going to trip and it's going to catch you.
Its twisted, messed up,
and the more i think about it,
its crazy, but so what,
i may never understand it,
im caught up and im hanging on,
i wanna love you even if its wrong...
Everyone Has A Weakness,
Hers Is Him.
& Are You Thinking About Us?
Or You.
This whole time, I thought I was doing great. That I could do this thing without you, that living was simple with your absence, that I didn't need you. But I realized that it was because you weren't around that made it easier, I was never strong on my own. Here I was, thinking I was getting somewhere, then suddenly you show up, and I'm back to where I started, with nothing.
Just stop it. It's over.
& though I say this to you, I mean it for myself. I need to forget you. It's over.
Maybe I'm not supposed to be over him. I mean look at how many times I've tried. Maybe there's a reason its not working.
I'm waiting for that one boy to come along. The one who is everything I've wanted and more, who loves me for me, who makes all those cheesy love songs somehow make sense.
I know just who you are
I've seen your type before
I've kissed your type before
I've fallen in love wtih your type before
I've gotten my heart broken by your type before
But I just can't seem to stay away
You weren't just a star to me.
You were the whole damn sky.
my heart longs for you,
my soul dies for you,
my eyes cry for you,
my empty arms reach out for you
and i still don't find you .
The reason why I'm so scared around you, so quiet, so reserved, is because I know that once I mess things up - like saying something stupid, I know that I won't ever get a second chance.
I wish you could grow up. I wish you could get your life together. Only because I can't go on loving a guy who shouldn't matter.
I'm falling apart because i know i cant have you.
I know he'll break my heart at some point, that's why I try to enjoy every moment until that happens.
You may have a crush on this person, and like this person, and you love another. These are different things; do not get them confused.
Love does not care for time or order.
And im just sickeningly in love.
I was happy,
My life was so perfect,
I thought I had everything...
until I met you.
My hearts on a barbed wire.
You Had me at Hello.
You Hurt me at Goodbye,
But,You Lost me the day you didn't look back.
You took my heart and tore it apart.
You dont really care. Never have never will and now im finally facing the facts.
One look and you had me.
Your not the boy i once knew were are you hiding him coz hes not you.
I cant help the way i feel. I wish i could but i really cant.Its a thing i cant cant control.I didnt chose to love you. I didnt want to. I just do.
If I could wish for one thing, I would want to live my life always being able to see your smile.
I thought of you as I gazed over the Universe because there was one star that shined so much brighter, and was so much more beautiful than all the rest. That's when I knew, if stars could really grant wishes I'd wish for you.
You can never find the right person if you can't let go of the wrong. but the moment you feel like letting go, remember why you held on so long in the first place, and sometimes, you just have to forget what you want and remember what you deserve.
I don't know what it is about you,
maybe it's the way nothing else matters when we're talking,
or how you make me smile more than anyone else has.
it could be the way that you say
the exact right thing & exactly the right time
but whatever it is, I just want you to know that
it means everything to me.
Nothing hurts like love.
Nothing brings your heart so much pain.
And you'll never learn,
Till you get burned,
Till you're burned by the flame.
Nothing hurts so bad.
Nothing hurts so much,
No nothing hurts like love.
I know i have a heart coz i can feel it breaking.
A life without love isnt worth living.
If someone loves you they won't tell you they'll show you. But some people just cant take the hint.
He saw me when i was invisible.
For me its always been you.
always. and ive tried to fiight it, ive
tried to deny it. but i can ' t .. you're undeniable
I made a list of my wrongs and rights
& You were number one in both..
When things are going wrong and life seems bad,
When everything goes crazy and you start to get mad.
When it seems you fail at everything you do,
Just remember someone loves you.
When time stands still and lifes a bore
Instead of seattling for less demand a bit more
When people change and you have no clue
Just remember someone loves you.
Even when you feel like you're just another face
and you've lost even before the race,
When your courage is low and intimidation is high
remember you're not the only one who is trying to get by.
When you think your strong but the world proves it's stronger
When you are about to quit hold on bit longer.
When you wonder how I make it through????
I sit and remember how much I love you.
Cmon its me your talking too,theres something going on inside of you, dont have to say it but i wish you would, cause it would be much easier, you always hide behind yourself, you walk a lonely road with no-ones help. But i can help you. I can be with you. I can love you.
I'm not perfect; I'll annoy you, tick you off, say stupid things and then take them back, but, put that all aside, you'll never find a girl that cares or loves you more than me.
Even if you try and shut me out im staying here because thats what loves about.
I might let you down but i wont let you go.
Love is a ship
sometimes it sinks
sometimes it floats
and sometimes it sails off
but all that depends on the captain
and the crew aboard the ship
When i see you my heart races, I see just you no other faces.
Just the thought of your name coming up on my screen makes me smile.
Everytime i start to think of you i fall asleep because i know the only place you'll ever be is in my dreams.
It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone and never
find the courage to let that person know how you feel.
Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,
even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you
smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day
seem bright.
I'm ready to be the girl I used to be. The one who never cried. Never got mad about dumb things. And the one girl who would never worry about being in love.
In this world of fake smiles.hidden lies.misjudged tears.
and miscellaneous fears.she misses you.but you'll never know.because she hides it oh so well.she hides her feelings like she hides her scars.don't say you're sorryit's a little late for that.all she wants now is for you to kill her while she still believes you were meant to be together forever.together for never.
honestly, have you ever really thought about it ?
you've got this girl head over heels in love with you.
she'd do anything for you, she'd die for you. but, for
some reason, you don't want to see that. you know
it's there, and you know how you feel about it, but
you refuse to let it be. maybe you're scared, maybe
you're scared of the thought that this girl you've
known for a while, you've seen her happy, you've
seen her sad - maybe this girl is perfect for you and
that really scares you, doesn't it ?
If a guy looks you straight in the eye and smiles you know that he is a keeper.
And she's just a stupid little girl
With her hopes too high
And feelings much too strong
Especially for a boy like him...
They say that time heals all wounds. In some cases, the more time passes, the more it hurts.
Love is just a word until you find someone to give it a definiton...
Its hard to pretend
you love someone when you don't
but its harder to pretend
that you don't love someone
when you really do.
His smile takes the pain away only for a second coz then i see hes smiling at her.
Love is like a butterfly, the more you chase it, the more it will elude you. But if you turn your attention towards other things it will come and softly sit on your shoulder.
We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if its just for a second, that I've crossed your mind.
We could have been good together, y'know? I don't remember ever having as much fun as I have when I'm talking to you. Whenever you walk into a room I can feel myself light up. I love the random conversations we have, conversations about things that anybody else would find stupid. I love the way you always smile when you see me, it's so genuine I could almost believe you care. I love the way my knees turn to jelly and my heart beats faster when I'm around you. I want to kiss you, hold you, laugh with you, cry with you, and I want you to kiss me, hold me, laugh with me, cry with me and be with me. I thought you felt the same way... but you're with her. I see you two together and it's a physical pain, hurting me deep inside my chest. I see you kiss her, hold her,laugh with her... sometimes I think you're only doing it to hurt me. Why her and not me? We could have been good together, y'know.
so from now on...
when you think of me...
just remember that i could have been...
the best thing you ever had
she sits in class,
&& randomly laughs
because shes thinking about the joke you told her earlier
&& how much she loved your smile
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?
Never frown because you never know who might be falling in love with your smile.
Don't say you love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something crazy like believe it.
Should I smile because we are friends? Or cry because we'll never be anything more?
You know you're in love when you don't wanna go to sleep at night because your life is better than a dream.
Today I caught myself smiling for no reason... then I realized I was thinking about you.
Im waiting for a time when things are fine when loving you isnt a crime.
To the world you may be but one, but to one you might be the world.
It's amazing how someone can break your heart, but you still love them with all the little pieces.
Sometimes people put up walls, not to keep others out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.
Trying to forget someone you loved is like trying to remember someone you never knew.
The worst feeling you'll ever feel is sitting next to the person who means the world to you knowing that you mean nothing to them.
If you count all the stars in the sky,all the grains of sand in the oceans, all the roses in the world and all the smiles that have ever been, then you will still just have a sample of how much I love you.
Sitting next to you doing absolutely nothing, means absolutely everything to me.
It's funny how big of an impact you have on me. It's like when I see you, you don't even have to speak all you can do is smile, and it can make my day, and then that's how I remember my reasons for loving you.
If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then would you realize how special you are to me.
You know just how to make my day. Every single smile and hello is engraved in my mind and on my broken heart.
Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will come after you.
I'm afraid to lose you and i don't even have you.
I always wonder what he's thinking when he looks at me and smiles.
My heart aches completely, every hour, every day, and only when I'm with you does the pain go away.
Its the worst feeling knowing that the love of your life has a love of their own.
I thought i was finally getting over you, then you smiled and ruined it all.
A guy and a girl can be friends. But sooner or later one will fall for the other. Maybe too early, maybe too late, but maybe, just maybe forever.
If you love someone tell them because hearts are often broken by words left unspoken.
Sadly i'm just another girl in his world.
If you asked me how many times you have crossed my mind I would say once because you never really left.
I want to be his favourite hello and his hardest goodbye.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love love someone else.
After I fell in love with you, I fell in love with my life.
I would have given you the world if you had given me the chance.
There's always a real reason behind every "just wondering"
Somewhere there's someone, who dreams about your smile, and finds in your presence, that life is worth while, so when you are lonely, remember it's true, somebody somewhere is thinking of "you"
Apperently theres someone for everyone. Well where the hell is mine?
Never give up if you still wanna try.Never wipe your tears if you still wanna cry.Never settle for the answer if you still wanna know. Never say you don't like him if you can't let him go.
I'm going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everythings perfect, act like it's all a dream, and pretend it's not hurting me.
Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship never.
If I could change anything about you, it would be the way you feel about me.
If he doesn't love you at your worse, he don't deserve you at your best.
Who would you chose? The one that loves you or one that you love?
More often than not, you fall in love with a person you can't really have, while the one who truly loves you remains either a friend or a stranger.
Love may only be a four letter word, but its one of the most powerful words you can use and can change another person's life forever.
He makes me laugh when i don't even want to smile.
The only guy who deserves you is the one who thinks he doesn't.
They say love hides in every corner, then im walking in circles.
How many frogs do i have to kiss before i find my prince?
Its funny how a heart is two tear drops upside down.
The course of true love never did run smooth.
I think I'll go anti-love.Really.Who wants butterflies in your stomach and your heart skipping beats. Surely that can't be safe.
I catch your eye and you smile and I feel so much love for you it's insane, but I feel you looking back at me with nothing more than friendship.
Sometimes I wonder if love is worth fighting for, but then I remember your face and I'm ready for war.
Back To Black...
